I am ashamed of myself but again this past weekend spent Saturday night at Crissy’s apartment which I have been doing often over the last year. My husband doesn’t mind and stays at home with the kids not knowing I am having sex with her. I’m 40 and have been married for 16 years and have three children. I know Crissy from work and the first time I had sex with her I was drinking and smoking some weed. I do love my husband and we do have good sex but over the years it has diminished. I didn’t know Crissy was bisexual when I first got friendly with her. She is 32 and has introduced me to a whole new sexual experience. I was shy about it in the beginning but now am every bit a bisexual as she is. Until I met her I never experienced any type of sex toy. I did masturbate as a young girl but never used anything except my fingers. Crissy has introduced me to many types of dildos and vibrators since our relationship started and I can’t wait until the next time we are together. My husband thinks we go to bingo or go bowling but we have sex and play with each other until the wee hours of the morning. Its starts with making out and just touching each other intimately and we have oral sex more than once each time. I never considered the stimulation a vibrator can bring on and have never had anything penitrate my rectum before. I have never had anal sex with my husband but allow Crissy to insert dildos and vibrators both in my vagina and rectum. We use a strap on with each other and until I met Crissy I never thought of something like that bringing me to climax. We even shower together which I havn’t done with my husband for many years. I still enjoy sex with my husband but this is completely different. Even the oral sex Crissy and I perform on each other is much more satisfying then when my husband does it. I’m always home early Sunday morning and am sure my husband doesn’t suspect anything. Crissy does have a boyfriend who my husband met a number of times and we went to dinner with Crissy and her boyfriend twice since New Years. I feel terrible about it because my husband is so good to me but I’m not willing to stop seeing Crissy whenever possible. I don’t think I ever thought about having sex with another woman. Another thing we do is talk and laugh about some of the sex we have with our men. I tell her how my husband likes me to masturbate him and she says her boyfriend likes her to give him oral sex all the time. We often talk about how quick they are satified sometimes while Crissy and I make love for hours at a time. I thought about introducing my huisband to some sex toys and even thought about him having anal sex with me. I haven’t and don’t want him to become suspicious about Crissy and my friendship. I know he would never except the fact that I was having sex with her.